Here it goes, the adventures about to start. I’m excited to finally get my chance.
Okay, so i haven’t been here in months. Which is sad, i know. But its time for a rant. Firstly, what the hell is up with asking someone out and then just disappearing? Alright so its not what you thought it was or was going to be…then fucking man up and TELL ME. Don’t be a bitch and just fucking leave, especially after having several conversations where I TOLD you that its a fear of mine because it always happens. Dumbass. Beyond over it. Secondly, I love you, yeah you. That’s right, i said it. Suck it up and deal with it. My emotions are beyond bipolar but that fact doesn’t change no matter how up or down they are. I hope you read this. Because for some reason i don’t seem to be able to tell you in the right way. So I’ll put it here, where all of my two or so followers can see and maybe you. That would be cool anyways. About ten minutes ago i was falling apart, you can attest to that. But, I’m better now. You know why i hold you so high? Because you are. Yeah, you don’t think so. Its cool, cuz I’ll just keep fighting to show you. You know i adore you, deal with it. I don’t see you as perfect, you know. Just to inform. Your sweet and nice, yes. Your kind and funny and cute. You are ideal, that is what you are. Your not a prince or a knight, your a warrior. And that, my bear, is how i see you. As a warrior. Your fighting just as hard as i am to understand this life, if not harder. I love you, okay? Please keep putting up with me.
Best of Autocorrect
i am dying. oh dear god.
OHMYGOD.
/dyingI am seriously laughing so fucking hard.
Im doing this for me now. I havent done anything for myself in years, not really. I know what I want and I need to stop runing away from it. Runing only makes everything hurt more. I wont chase you, but i will fight for you. I am stronger then I have been acting. I can do this, I want to do this, and I will do this.
