The darker side of everything

Here it goes, the adventures about to start. I’m excited to finally get my chance.

Wed, 04 Jan 2012 21:54:53 -0500

Here it goes, the adventures about to start. I’m excited to finally get my chance.

nevergoingdown-nevergivingup: ALL THE TIME

Wed, 04 Jan 2012 21:50:46 -0500

nevergoingdown-nevergivingup:

ALL THE TIME

rollingbarrel: by 竹中

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rollingbarrel:

by 竹中

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embrace-all-differences: alee-x: sister-severus: lpleeexx: to...

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embrace-all-differences:

alee-x:

sister-severus:

lpleeexx:

too young to understand lol.

:O

Okay, so i haven’t been here in months. Which is sad, i know. But its time for a rant....

Wed, 21 Dec 2011 02:55:04 -0500

Okay, so i haven’t been here in months. Which is sad, i know. But its time for a rant. Firstly, what the hell is up with asking someone out and then just disappearing? Alright so its not what you thought it was or was going to be…then fucking man up and TELL ME. Don’t be a bitch and just fucking leave, especially after having several conversations where I TOLD you that its a fear of mine because it always happens. Dumbass. Beyond over it. Secondly, I love you, yeah you. That’s right, i said it. Suck it up and deal with it. My emotions are beyond bipolar but that fact doesn’t change no matter how up or down they are. I hope you read this. Because for some reason i don’t seem to be able to tell you in the right way. So I’ll put it here, where all of my two or so followers can see and maybe you. That would be cool anyways. About ten minutes ago i was falling apart, you can attest to that. But, I’m better now. You know why i hold you so high? Because you are. Yeah, you don’t think so. Its cool, cuz I’ll just keep fighting to show you. You know i adore you, deal with it. I don’t see you as perfect, you know. Just to inform. Your sweet and nice, yes. Your kind and funny and cute. You are ideal, that is what you are. Your not a prince or a knight, your a warrior. And that, my bear, is how i see you. As a warrior. Your fighting just as hard as i am to understand this life, if not harder. I love you, okay? Please keep putting up with me.

embrace-all-differences: His voice. His face. His body. Him....

Wed, 21 Dec 2011 02:00:37 -0500

embrace-all-differences:

His voice. His face. His body. Him. UNF.

Best of Autocorrect

Thu, 24 Nov 2011 03:23:48 -0500

quesadildo:

samifuxkingam:

marywithoutsound:

rocknrollercoaster:

i am dying. oh dear god.

OHMYGOD.
/dying

I am seriously laughing so fucking hard.

kari-shma: Prince of Wales Hotel, Waterton National Park,...

Tue, 22 Nov 2011 01:44:16 -0500

kari-shma:

Prince of Wales Hotel, Waterton National Park, Canada 2009 (by Gord McKenna)

Im doing this for me now. I havent done anything for myself in years, not really. I know what I want...

Tue, 22 Nov 2011 01:41:13 -0500

Im doing this for me now. I havent done anything for myself in years, not really. I know what I want and I need to stop runing away from it. Runing only makes everything hurt more. I wont chase you, but i will fight for you. I am stronger then I have been acting. I can do this, I want to do this, and I will do this.

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I'm Sorry...

Fri, 18 Nov 2011 19:17:01 -0500

I’m dying and I’m the one breaking my own heart. Twist the knife deeper, thrust the blade harder. Completely demolish my shell. Destroying my very core. Crimson waves of the tears of war, the battle that I’m losing. The soul that I’m destroying is my own. You don’t know, you will never know because I will never show you. I am decaying from the inside out, the rotting stench drowned out by the fake sweetened smile. Made from nothing but broken bone and sinew. I give you this, I give you me, this zombified corps that’s falling back to hell. You will never love me, because I wont let you. I am the toxin that poisons my own blood, the blood that I can never let you taste. Run away before i force you to. The knife is in my hand as my veins beg to be opened. Bound together in our sorrow, I refuse to pull you farther into my hell. The demon in my soul will never let me go. Would you have let me have you? I don’t know. Iv destroyed everything, because that’s what I am. A decrepit monster of hate. Your ghost it haunts me, making me see that I will either die for you, or die chasing you. In the end I realize that I’m in love with the way that you torture my soul. I’m breaking my own heart, murdering my own soul. I pray to God that he saves you, because I don’t know if you want me to anymore. Your something that I don’t deserve. Your good, your real and I’m a monster.

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You have no idea how much you mean to me, you really don’t. I could say it a billion times,...

Tue, 15 Nov 2011 01:19:37 -0500

You have no idea how much you mean to me, you really don’t. I could say it a billion times, and you wouldn’t get it. You say you do, but I wonder. I’m afraid of everything.

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